I had to put my cat down today. She was 15 human years old.
You can’t help but feel rotten; like there’s something more that you could do, or could have done. that she could get well and stand back up again somehow. i know that’s not true though. not the way that she was experiencing convulsions, and the doc said at best she had 10 or 15 % chance. even then this or something like it would probably have happened to her again eh?
i don’t know what else to say, so i’ll leave it at this. I love my baby.. I wish that there was something more that I could do. she deserved better. i know that. i just don’t know or think that there was better to be given to her. at least I was there with her. i didn’t let them put her down without me being in the room with her. i just couldn’t let that happen.
it was so quick though. i’m glad for that.
mkay, that’s enough or i’ll just get worse ‘n worse.
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