Unfortunately I don’t have a lot of time this morning to devote to writing my blog entry, so I’ll have to stick to the over all theme.

My dreams last night were very unsettling, and it seems that all of them had to do with a frustration with how much time was remaining before “sentences” were finished.

In one dream – the one that I experienced before waking up – this theme was taken literally as I was placed in jail for two years over something extremely minute. I was able to visit my family, but this seemed to only increase the crushing weight of how much time remained of my sentence.

The other dream, I think, had to do with how much time was still left of this college semester.

I wonder if my subconscious is attempting to tell me about how trapped I feel. I don’t know, I almost doubt that and lean toward regretting time that has not been spent wisely up to this point and now I find myself in a situation in which I feel trapped that will consume considerably more time before I am able to live freely and attempt to “make up for lost time”.

When it comes right down to it, though, I don’t know. Either way I awoke feeling disturbed, and that’s not the best feeling with which to start the day.

~Steph